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.::Welcome Everyone!::.
Feel free to leave any comments or messages on my Dream Board. I will try to update my blog as often as possible. As a last note, a big thank you to Lay Poh for helping me get my blog set-up. Thanks to everyone who have visited my blog. Do leave your mark so I know that you have been here. Thank You!

[J]ust [M]e.. *

*November '88 baby
*scorpio
*graduated with major in Psychology
*currently doing my PhD in Family Science
*short (or shall we say vertically-challenged?)
*pampered
*always ready to make new friends =)
*noisy and loud
*used to be camera-shy but not anymore
*nice to ppl I like, bitchy to those I don't
*can be a perfectionist

[A]dores:
*purple!!
*dragonflies
*soft toys and warm blankies
*food
*chocs and sweets
*friends and peeps
*dressing-up
*shopping!
*games
*music
*singing and dancing!

[L]oathes:
*cockroaches
*technical subjects
*Math and numbers
*pretentious people

[W]ishlist.. *

*plenty of shoes and heels
*clothes, clothes and more clothes!
*new GUESS wallet
*purple accessories
*Flowers In The Attic of The Dollanganger series
*growth potion to make me taller
*hair straightener
*lotsa 'ka-ching' in my bank account
*M.A.C black eyeliner
*mascara for longer lashes that REALLY works!
*delicious Malaysian, Chinese, Indian, and Japanese food!

[O]ther [B]loggers.. *

*Agito
*Chang
*Cheri
*Darren
*Jacinth
*Jaclyn
*Jerry
*LaYpOhLaS
*Mei Qin
*Michael
*Reenie
*Suet
*Tiffany
*U-Xinn
*Wai Kit

[A]rchives..*

*February 2007
*March 2007
*April 2007
*May 2007
*June 2007
*July 2007
*August 2007
*September 2007
*October 2007
*November 2007
*January 2008
*February 2008
*October 2009

[L]inks..*

*Eye Candy Lens: Beautiful Contact Lenses for Beautiful Eyes!
*Maple Story
*Maple: Hidden Street
*Deviant Art
*Cute Games @ Orisinal
*Truly Addictive Games
*Pon and Zi: Just ADORABLE!
*The Sims

You Are A Good Friend
You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

[D]ream [B]oard.. *

Monday, March 5, 2007
|3:24 PM|

I am bored and I am fat...yes I have put on weight (no doubt on that) and there are times when I feel like such a lump...or a ball...or a ball of lump or whatever but in short..I feel fat! I can see and feel the difference back in Malaysia and now. I think I'm even begining to have a tummy *gasps in horror* noooo!!!! See the tiny bulge there...it's forming *double gasps*...does my jeans feel tighter? I think it does...noooo!!!! Or am I just paranoid?

But no doubt that I have put on weight...And knowing that fact suxx big time...I'm short and therefore I cannot be fat...this has been a fact drilled into me and I have lived with this fact ever since I was...well...young. I look into the mirror now and I see my face a little rounder (cheers to having a long face!) and I look at the rest of my body...oh no....I have never been this paranoid and insecure about my weight before!!

Plus I never seem to be able to rub those circles off my eyes...It's so annoying! I think I look horrible most of the time...It's been awhile since I feel that I 'look good.' Honestly!! Could it be because of the weather? Damn I miss Malaysia...LOL! Plus I've never really gotten a chance to touch my make-up kit ever since I got here...God knows why I brought everything over...when summer comes, I got to bring it back again...yeessh...On a brighter note, I've booked tickets to return to Malaysia! Now just waiting for them to arrive into my hands...muahaha...and yes...I'm bored...

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'I rather be hated for who I am

then be loved for who I am not...'

So you think you know me?

Did well on the 1st test? Then try this one!

You Are Grape

You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that. People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts. You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you. People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person.