Monday, April 30, 2007
|9:03 PM|
Yesss larrrr!!!! Finals is OFFICIALLY over for me and this also means that the semester is OFFICIALLY over for me!! You have no idea how sweet this new found freedom tastes!! Although at the moment I have nothing much to do so I packed my books and files, cleared my drawer of all the papers and receipts, checked on some gifts to buy back...damn and it's so close to going back home! So the semester is over...but it did NOT end on a happy note...Bio psychology had to go spoil it all! The finals was freaking tough and I nearly jumped down the building after doing it but decided that 3 floors in Selleck isn't enough to kill me. Moreover, I'm going back soon so why die so fast? Haha...okay so my sanity isn't completely back but it's returning; slowly but surely! *winkz* But before the sweet sensation of going home, there's a whole lot of bitter moments of cleaning up and packing! Sniffs...I am a girl who have NEVER done household chores in my ENTIRE life and now they want me to clean, dust and scrub every inch of the room?? Noooo!!! Well, that's living in dorm life for you...sighz...But then again, if I am to move out one day then I would have to do even more housework...so...no complains...at least trying not to *zips mouth shut* Just posting to SHARE my happiness with everyone...to bask in my joy of having the finals over and done with...especially in front of my dear fellow friends who have yet too! Damn I'm mean...but it'll be over soon guys! All the best to everyone! *grins brightly and sincerely*
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
|4:51 PM|
2 more days till finals end...6 more days till going home...I am going CRAZY!! Arrgghhh!!
Someone please please PLEASE save my sanity! Like Mel says, the end of finals actually means getting back my sanity! Awww I miss you girl! Now I know what it feels like to sit in the room the whole day and just stare at the bloody book/notes. Man, I can just DIE! And the worst part? I don't even know if half the things I'm reading are going into my head or not! Gasps...but right now I don't really care...just want to get finals done and over with...Just blogging in hopes of saving my sanity right now...
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
|4:46 PM|
Longing to open my eyes and see
What the world over has to give
To touch, smell and taste with glee
To be happy to give and in turn receive
Longing for life's every moment
To be treasured and not being forgotten
For with every second being stolen
Life passes by far to sudden
Longing as I now write these words
For someone to read them
For me to be heard
As I seek to understand more than just words
I now know, longing is just a feeling that hurts
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This is what finals and anticipation are doing to me...
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
|3:13 PM|
And the sky would be me...
Sighz...finals is nearing and it's so depressing...I think if it doesn't end soon I'm going to jump down the roof! Actually, I am lacking in time to study but somehow a part of me doesn't care anymore and want all these to end! I mean come on, be realistic...66 freaking terms to study for stats and only 10 of them are coming out? Not to mention the ever-confusing story problems of what statistic to use, why this results is significant, why this interaction is not significant, why this, why that...yeessshhh....
And bio psy is another thing. 22 freaking chapters with nothing to fall back on...and I mean nothing! No study guides, no tips and "All questions I have asked before on the midterms and in the notes will NOT be questioned again," quote Dr. Leger. Great huh? Just great...how the hell am I suppose to remember every single thing?? You know what, that's why I'm NOT going to remember everything. Since I have bio psy AND cognitive psy on the same day which is April 30th, it's virtually IMPOSSIBLE to finish studying everything so I'm just going to screen through everything and see what happens. Wow I'm soooo excited, I can't wait!! *rolls eyes*
Suddenly my favourite subject is cognitive psy for the ever-detailed study guide she gives and the amounts of extra credit she allows us. Okay, maybe it's my fav subject after jazz...haha...jazz is like the EASIEST of all the subjects I'm taking this sem...besides the one question that I got wrong on my last exam which cost me 1 point on my otherwise perfect score...SNIFFS!! Could have gotten an A+....Damn!
Okay...just a stress-reliever here...something to glue me together until my finals end. Sighz...pls pls pls make this one quick blow although it might hurt alot!
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
|9:50 PM|
*GASPS!!* More Pon and Zi pictures! Finally able to find them...aren't they just oh-s0 ADORABLE??
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|9:04 PM|
How can anyone be so childish?? I can't take it!! OMG!! How can someone who looks so mature and sophisticated act in such a manner?? Critisizing Malaysians because she got kicked out of NUMSA and because her attitude caused Malaysians to dislike her?? I mean come on, how old are you girl?? If you know that so many people dislike you then shouldn't you be thinking about why they behave that way instead of saying things about them? I mean do you seriously want to continue offending the whole Malaysian society here at UNL? And also to her friends...I understand that you guys want to stand up for her but pls get your facts straight. You guys don't even know what happened and did not even read what she wrote. Also please go look at yourselves in the mirror before critisizing others!
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Monday, April 16, 2007
|9:13 PM|
Just thought that this was sooo CUTE!! Guess this depicts part of what love means...awww...okay I'll admit...I'm bored and uber-lazy to study!
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Sunday, April 8, 2007
|7:03 PM|
Time passes pretty fast...it has been nearly 4 months since I've been here. Can't believe that summer is nearly here...and you know what summer means? It means Malaysia and Malaysia = HOME!! Yeaaa!! But somehow, as the date gets nearer, time seems to stop it's magic and everything seems to slow down...wait...I know what this is called...It's called....*drum rolls*....ANTICIPATION!! And it's KILLING ME!!! Arrrgh...
I know I'm not the only one who's feeling this way...not only most of the Malaysians who are going back feel this way...I know the local students here feel this way too as they are looking forward for the summer holidays. Even the lecturers are thinking, 'Come on, let this sem end!' Haha...I guess this is just the way it is when holidays are approaching and you just want time to fly...It's flying but somehow not as fast as you hope it would...
So is it just me or is it just getting harder to read the swirl of words in front of me with nothing going into my brain? Hmmm...I wonder...
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Sunday, April 1, 2007
|10:11 AM|
Aaah...Malaysian Night is over!! Okay...so it was over about a week ago but I was just too lazy and busy to post about it here...so shall do so now...
Overall I think the event turned out pretty well...the sketch definitely turned out better then I expected...no correction...make that WAY better then I expected! During the practises and rehearsals I bet everyone was thinking the same thing..."What the hell are we doing here on stage?" Things turned out wrong and people start getting angry and frustrated. But somehow on that night itself...to hear the audience laughing at comments and actions you didn't think was that funny...suddenly it was all worth it. All the practises and frustrations...suddenly you tell yourself, "Yes, this is the satisfaction I want." It's been quite some time since I've been performing for people and I really miss that. I miss getting invovled in activities and things like that. I remembered how it was like organizing various events and performing for audience...man i miss those times!
Anywayz, back to the night...I actually had fun performing for such a responsive audience! Yea believe it or not...even though half my dignity (now it's all after a rather embarassing picture of me being 'caught "stealing" food' was posted on facebook) was taken away the moment I agreed to do the sketch (hey playing a bimbo takes alot of guts!), I felt that moment of satisfaction when you know that people appreciate and enjoy what you have to show them. And then there was this last minute 'act' that I have to do for the lion dance. The lion dance performers wanted me to act as an irritating, annoying spoiled brat (or is that who I am?? Lol...) who at first was impressed by the lion but after that starts to get demanding and demand for the lion to do more stunts and etc until the lion gets fed up and quits. I didn't really get the whole idea of it...Thought it was rather weird to have such a thing..not to mention another 3/4 of my dignity down the drain but yea...I did it and the audience actually laughed! Hmmm....
Overall I really enjoyed myself that night, believe it or not. Seems like a long time since I actually had fun with many people around me. And the best part is that when the event is on, people tend to put their differences behind and try to work together. People whom you have no idea who he or she is starts talking to you backstage and people are wishing each other good luck and trying to calm one another's fears. It's just amazing how situations like this can actually bring strangers to talk to one another...sorry for my fascination on this but after all my major is psychology! Lol...All the performances put together was just lovely, especially the chinese fan dance. Seeing them perform really reminded me of those days in SKL where we would cheorograph our own steps for the chinese dance and we would even design our own costume, use our own accessories, do our own make-up, etc...and the lovely cloth fans that we used...damn I missed those times! Okay...time to get back to reality now...Hope I didn't bore whoever who would be reading this with this long post!
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